D-Day

Today was another blood test....an another negative. I am starting to get used to seeing the negative, who knows how I will react when I actually get a positive! I had taken a test yesterday, so I already knew the outcome of the test. I was still holding on to that one shred of hope though that it was a false negative. No such luck! Abby, the ARNP, that I see every time sounded just about as disappointed as I am feeling. It really makes me feel that they really do care about their patients and I am being treated at the right place.

I made an appointment for me and Josh to go talk about our next plan of action on May 9th. Which also happens to be our 2 year anniversary!! We will discuss injections as well as IVF I believe, but who knows what will be right for us. Please continue to keep us in your prayers as we reach uncharted waters and rising costs! Lol

So after a little bit of an intermission, we will continue on this long hard journey and hopefully some day see it come to an end!! =)

*-*-*Waiting Game*-*-*

So I ended up again only having one mature follicle. I know that you only need one, but for me it seems that is not enough. But who knows, maybe this time one will work. I still have a few days until I find out if it worked or not. I will probably test the day before again like last time so that I will be prepared.

Last night we went over to my moms for dinner and a play date with Katie and baby Jonah! He is growing so much!! He's starting to get chunky and smiles a big gummy smile.

This weekend is Easter and I am really looking forward to having it at our house this year! Josh and I will spend Saturday preparing the house and coloring eggs. We just love our new house so much and really enjoy having people over now. Josh is so excited to get to use the fire pit he built!

Grow Follies, Grow!!

I had an appointment yesterday with my Dr. after doing the three pills a night for five nights. I have really been getting some serious hot flashes and headaches from this round of meds. I had three good sized follies, two that measured 10 and one that measured 12. This was really good because usually I am a really slow grower! I have another appointment on Friday and am hoping that they have a significant growth spurt so that I can go ahead and get my trigger shot and get busy of the weekend....I have been told by a couple of my fertility buddies that Preseed lube is the way to go, so I will try to find some tomorrow!

I am starting to feel some pain in my right ovary today which is a good sign! My left ovary never produces any follies, so my right one is working hard for me! So hopefully we will see some progress on the screen on Friday! Fingers crossed that 4th round will be the winner!!

I am still scared of the thought of another miscarriage, but I am trying to put that in the back of my mind and just think about making a baby first!! Thanks again to everyone for your thoughts and prayers!!