All of you out there that have had the pleasure of trying and trying to conceive know exactly the two words...NOT PREGNANT. Those are the two most evil words you can see or hear together during this kind of journey. Those are the two words I heard today.
I was kind of preparing myself for this outcome, but it was really hard to hear the confirmation. I shed a few tears which stunk because I am at work and now feel like a hot mess. I know though that I have a ton of people that encourage me daily. I know it will happen for us but the waiting and all the treatment wears on you.
My next plan of action is not set in stone yet and I will probably have a more definite plan next week, but they may just double up my medication that produces Follicles so that I will have a better chance of conceiving the next try. I will then get the HCG trigger shot like this last time to stimulate ovulation.
This treatment plan is not very expensive at all since I have insurance that covers the Meds and so on, but the $25 co-pay sometimes three times a week adds up pretty quickly. I am thankful though right now that I have this treatment option. We are not doing IUI's yet, but I am thinking that will probably be the next option if this doesn't work next time.
Again, thank you to everyone for the amazing support you have provided for me and Josh we couldn't do it without you! =)
Awwwww honey I can't imagine how hard it was to hear that news. I'm so proud you have had such a positive attitude but I'm sure it's hard to today. You just keep doing what they tell you to do. One step at a time, one day at a time. I love you both.
ReplyDeleteDon't give up! I saw many many negative signs before the positive, and it makes it that much sweeter when it happens. Sometimes we give medical interventions too much credit and put too much faith in them, but remember that everything happens for a reason! Praying for you guys and wishing you all the luck in the world.
ReplyDeleteEm, I love you two and will continue to pray that you get that baby. Love Dad
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